I am currently sitting at the kitchen table, crying. You see, I did very poorly on an exam last night that I studied many hours for. I was so focused on the exam that I just am starting my homework due tomorrow night, which will take me several hours to do. However, it's 9:30 PM and I just finished tonight's work reports (I did take time to workout for the first time this week as well as make and eat dinner). I am beat. I have no energy, and I feel like I have no will power. Every day is a trial in perseverance.
I really hope the sun comes out tomorrow. For now, I'm going to bed.
I feel the same way as you do, but for different reasons. Sorry that happened, that is frustrating. Seems we spend a lot of time these days just trying to make it through each day! But, I keep finding that's how it's supposed to be at times. I hope things get better for you Rach! Hugs and love!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Rach. This time will pass, and the sun WILL come out tomorrow I am sure of it. Keep truckin girl.
ReplyDeleteLove, the other Rach
The tree that never had to fight
ReplyDeleteFor sun and sky and air and light,
But stood out in the open plain
And always got its share of rain,
Never became a forest king
But lived and died a scrubby thing.
The man who never had to toil
To gain and farm his patch of soil,
Who never had to win his share
Of sun and sky and light and air,
Never became a manly man
But lived and died as he began.
Good timber does not grow with ease:
The stronger wind, the stronger trees;
The further sky, the greater length;
The more the storm, the more the strength.
By sun and cold, by rain and snow,
In trees and men good timbers grow.
Where thickest lies the forest growth,
We find the patriarchs of both.
And they hold counsel with the stars
Whose broken branches show the scars
Of many winds and much of strife.
This is the common law of life.
Love you Rach. I know you'll make it through.
You once gave me a card in 9th grade with the quote: "You are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."
Remember who you are and whose you are. He will stay this night with you. Love you.